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One man's Spiritual Journey Professor Sjoerd W. Duiker
I grew up in a Dutch Reformed home in The Netherlands. At home and in
church we read the Bible, prayed, and tried to be faithful to the
teachings of God’s Word. However, the Bible was always a confusing book
to me of which I could not make sense. One reason I doubted the Bible was
the contradictions I observed between the creation account in Genesis and
the teachings of evolution I had to study in school. Another reason for
doubt was the behavior of some so-called ‘Christians’ who occupied
prominent positions in the church. Once I became a teenager, I started to drift away from some of the
moral guidelines I received when I was younger and decided to ‘have some
fun’. When I started my college education I left my parent’s home and
stayed at a dorm. Without social checks and the church I used to attend
back home, I started to give myself more and more to immoral behavior. I
thought this was necessary to be cool in the eyes of the other students.
However, I had a nagging feeling deep inside that these ‘friends’
would not stick with me in tough times. I also felt guilty about my
behavior. I got to know a group of students who believed the Bible and lived by
its guidelines and I started to have Bible study with them. Now I led two
kinds of lives: one with those who lived by the Bible and the other with
those who didn’t. I tried to hide my interactions with one group from
the other. I lived on a floor with a student from Ghana. He was very
straightforward about being a Christian. I still remember he once asked
every one of us personally at dinner if we were Christians. This made me
think about my own ‘Christianity’. His wife was visiting him during
the summer, and she inspired me. She was such a joyful person, and Jesus
Christ was just like a living person to her! This made me read my Bible
again. One day in my room, I read, "As a result, he does not live the
rest of his earthly life for evil human desires, but rather for the will
of God. For you have spent enough time in the past doing what pagans do…"
(1 Peter 4:2-3). This broke my heart, and I decided that indeed, I had
spent enough time living like that. I asked for forgiveness of all my sins
and accepted that Jesus Christ had carried my sins on the cross so
that God could forgive me. I became very happy and experienced a
change in my life. I started to get together for Bible study and prayer with my friends,
and found a local church where Jesus Christ was worshipped as God. Instead
of Bible study being a drag, it became a joy! I was often reading my Bible
the whole day. About half a year later I was baptized. I made wonderful
friends. I started teaching children’s bible class and vacation bible
school. In 1994 my wife (who is from Spain) and I were married. Even
though it was some 2000 miles away, some of my friends came to join us on
our special day. Today we have five beautiful children; 4 daughters and
one son. We
experience God’s guidance in our lives and we feel extremely blessed. There are mysteries in Gods’ Word that I don’t understand. However,
most of it is quite straightforward. I have also discovered that much of
what scientists claim to be ‘proven’ lacks evidence. Scientists have
made the decision that everything they observe needs to be explained
materialistically. Instead, I can only see Gods hand in the wonders of
this world. I feel very privileged to be a scientist who can study His
handiwork. I invite you also to look at His Word (the Bible) and His
creation, and hopefully you too will come to know Him in a personal way. I welcome your questions or comments. My email is: swd10@psu.edu |